My First murder 

Dear God,
Dear family,
Dear life, 
Here living in this jail,
Eating my death 
Dying in this crazy place 
Nobody here know who I am 
But I know,
I am one dead man 
Looking my life,
Looking myself 

I´m looknig myself 
But I can´t find 
Anybody else 
Than my past 
I can´t forget,
The memories everytime back 
The memories what I wish I didn´t had 
How can you live 
With this things in mind ?
I don´t know why 
But myself I can´t find 
The darkness is holding me tightly
How can you live outside
If you done the same thing like me ?

CHORUS 
I´m paying for that 
I´m not happy for what I done 
Why have to be like that ?
I can´t do this onmy own 
Why the peoples are so mad ?
( I CAN´T HOLD ON )
I can´t do this on my own...

Dear God,
Dear family 
Dear life
Here, living in this jail,
Eating my death,
Dying in this crazy place,
Nobody here know who I am 
But I know 
I am one dead man 
Looking my life 
Looking myself

CHORUS

I´m happy 
For what I done 
You either 
You are more fucked than I 
You told me to do that 
Don´t try escape 
´Cause the destiny is behind you
I´m paying my debt 
Don´t have escape 

Just tell me why !! ( 3x )