can't live without you you're my saving grace 
you helped me keep my sanity 
when i was struggling you were by my side 
you helped me face reality 
the lust i had for you nearly drove me insane 
i managed to walk away but doubt i'll ever be the same 
you are my one true love for now and forever 
and when i have you in my arms can't feel the pain i'm still bitter 
i feel so alone - you've sucked the life out of me 
i'm already dead i just don't know it yet 
because you stole my heart a love i can't forget 
slowly dying when will i go 
i wish i was dead i feel so alone 
your just a memory a twist of fate from god above 
when i lie awake at night it's you i crave - it's you i love 
the pain it burns inside i suffer everyday 
still alive wishing i was dead like christ at the stake